My parents are getting divorced. After 39 years of marriage they are divorcing.
My mom cheated and got caught. My father forgave her, again, but she thinks she is going to marry this other guy. She is delusional.
This is just one more thing to add to the list of things that make my late 20s suck.
-lost my childhood home
-lost my job
-parents divorce
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Life after college can be jarring. I've been out for almost 4 years now and feel like I'm no where closer to being an adult.
Jobs are never what they seem like before starting them and you have to decide what is really important to you. In my case the question has always been "Do I do this for money or for love?" And my answer has always been LOVE ( Read more... )

When you ask the universe/God/whatever for a sign and then it blatantly sucker-punches you in the face with an answer... You kinda have to listen.
I asked for a sign.
A sign to show me that what I did was right for my path.
Turns out I was wrong.
I had fallen upon someone else's path and the universe was shouting at me "Hey! No No No! You are not ( Read more... )

It is once again the beginning of a new year. Every year I want to do something different. Something creative. Like a photo a day thing, but I always forget or can't think of anything.
I also always say "I will lose weight" but never really do.
I've just kinda stayed around the same weight for a few years. I lost some but not as much as I aimed for ( Read more... )

Listening to jimmy eat world in devils advocate. Makes me feel so many things.
I miss those nights of driving and joking and laughter and fun.
I miss those drunken kick back nights of college spent doing nothing but everything all at once.

But really..... Miss my true friends.
These people that surround me now are nothing. Most are rude and ( Read more... )

I am homeless
I stayed with Sonia and Daniel for a month and I didnt want to out stay my welcome so now I'm staying with my brother's friend that had an extra room. It's awkward.
I can stay here for a month or so until the lease is up. Then I don't know.

I didn't spend thanksgiving with my biological family. I spent it with Christopher's family. It ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like I stared life too late.

Started dance when I was 7 instead of 4 like any good dancer.
Started playing an instrument when I was 10 instead of 5 like any good musician.
Started gymnastics when I was 14 instead 3 like any good gymnast/tumbler
Started Singing in a choir when I was 16 instead 6 like any good singer.
Figured out ( Read more... )

I truly do love having the livejournal app on my phone. Otherwise I'd never update.

Sorry for the rant and pointless posts before thus one. I was quite drunk while writing them. I do love that because of them o got to text with Sam G. <3 we need to get together, even if it's to watch a movie in your living room or lunch at the park for JD to run ( Read more... )

They are selfish. They don't care about anyone but themselves. And I'm here to simply take pictures. Fuck you.

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I've decided I'm kinda over these ppl. They are fake and dont truly give a shit about me. Mean on the surface they do, but in their actions etc they don't. They only care about themselves and what they can get out of a situation.

And I am quite the opposite, i try to see how I can help anyone and how I can make your life or experience better.
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